Journal · Tampines

The Wall That Ends Before the Picture Does

Colourful painted mural on an HDB block wall in Tampines

Block 878 in Tampines has a mural on the wall beside the stairwell — children flying kites, an old man reading a newspaper, a cat on a window ledge, all painted in colours that have faded slightly since whoever painted them finished the job. I walk past it on my way home from work three days a week and I have looked at it enough times to know exactly where the wall ends and the picture does not.

The old man’s newspaper is cropped by the stairwell column. You can see the headline area and his hands holding the paper but not what the headline says. The cat’s tail is cut off at the wall edge as though the cat continued onto a surface that does not exist. The kite string extends upward beyond the top of the painted area into bare concrete. Someone planned a scene larger than the space they were given, or the space was reduced after the planning, and the mural was painted anyway with the understanding that part of it would always be missing.

That evening I stopped and looked properly. A boy on a bicycle slowed down to look too and then rode on. An auntie with marketing flyers walked past without glancing up. The wall is background to most people — decoration, not content. To me it has become a lesson in how stories are told when the frame is fixed before you begin.

The painter knew the stairwell would cut the old man in half. They painted him anyway.
HDB block exterior in Tampines with community wall art

I took a photograph with my phone and looked at it on the screen. The crop was different from what my eyes saw — the phone cut the top of the kite, the photograph inside the photograph missing what the wall itself still held. I deleted it. Some things do not improve by being captured a second time with a smaller frame.

I thought about my work in publishing, where we cut images to fit layouts and trim text to fit pages and call the result final when what we mean is finished-within-constraints. The mural is not a failure because the old man has no headline. It is complete within the wall it was given, the way a letter is complete even when the last page is blank because the writer died before filling it in.

The light changed. The stairwell column shadow moved across the old man’s shoulder and for a moment it looked as though the crop was moving, which was only the sun and not the story correcting itself. I walked home. The mural stayed on the wall with its missing pieces, and I carried the feeling that I had seen something honest about how much of any picture we are allowed to see.

I pass it still, three days a week. The colours fade a little more each month. The old man still reads the headline we cannot read. The cat’s tail still ends where the wall ends. I find this comforting in a way I cannot fully explain, so I will only say that unfinished things are not always broken things, and the wall knows exactly where it stops.